I have this fetish going since a short time ago of getting hit in my balls by girls. Its just so weird, but i am so in to it. I've never been kicked there, but i do know how painfull it feels, because one time when playng soccer, i got a ball in my balls, and the other time it was raing and i was riding my bike and i stood up but slipped of the steps and landed on the can thats connects the steer and the seat with my balls. So i'm deffinetly know what im talking about, and i also know the risks of it, but i think when it is in a controlled evirment it is good.
But so im never been hit there but i absolutley want it to happen, but im t shy to ask a girl to do that, and when im in presents of girls i cannt stop looking to there shoes or boots and there knees. I just fantazise bout it and i masturnate of the idea of it.
But im i weird and dont know ere im talking about and have some other guys have the same thing going on?
What you are experiencing is part of a fetish. It is a fetish of enjoying pain- a very specific pain. Far more guys than you can imagine share this fetish.
There are large groups of people that think it is very healthy to recognize you enjoy pain and learn how to enjoy pain in a consensual, controlled, safe manner. (I'm not one of them.) There are special clubs where people come together where this is an accepted part of their lifestyle. There are websites, chat rooms, and personals.
Personally I think people who enjoy this lifestyle have had some sort of experience that has shaped their sexuality in an unhealthy way and they should seek help to understand why they enjoy recieving or inflicting pain. But seeking help is only going to work if you want to change.
You may discover that when you actually experience this you don't actually like it very much. Lots of people have fantasies that are very different than what they want to do in the real world. They think they want to do the fantasy- but they discover the fantasy is very different from the reality.
My guess is that of your friends none of them will share this fetish. This is usually somethng someone would discover about themselves until they wer in their late teens or later - and so even if some of them are going to enjoy it in the future they may not realize it now.
You should read the section in my dictionary on erotic power exchange - it has a link to an article that explains erotic power exchange for teens. http://www.sexsupport.org/curious.html
No the word fetish refers to specific sexual behaviors that include the use out of the ordinary sexual objects of desire. Like people who getted turned on my leather- high heels. Being gay is a sexual orientation.