If it helps at all, I think you bought her a whole lot of quality time. You were also brave enough to save her from what would have been a very painful and undignified death. Sometimes that it all we can do and it's much more than many deserving animals/pets get.
Rest peacefully sweet Kalani, you were much loved and are much missed. Martha, I hope that your heart will heal as fast as can be expected. I understand the process and unfortunately it seems that the greater the love, the longer it takes.
