where do i go from here??
i have soo much to learn and crave to learn it all but i feel like i am at a brick wall ...
i knw the basics...
i understand and more imprtantly feel the philosophy of being u..
but i have no partner so improvement is hindered.
and techniques are really no good considering my most life like opponent is a punching bag ....
somedays i get so frustated i want to scream .. i want to be me and to be me i mean the real me i feel i can represent through jkd...when i feel lost on where to go i think that even of bruce was alive he wouldnt look at me twice as i just have no options!
somedays i feel like giving up but then i look and i know that i want this soo bad that i will take these feelings on to make me stronger...

i need help...
i want this sooo much i cant even put it into words and i dont want to let lamar down ... he has helped me sooo much and i want to make it worth while and him to know that it has touched me too

little dragon dani

Yup, exact the same here.
Im actually thinking about searching a Jeet Kune Do school that resembles HJKD well, but then a few miles closer to me, and train some there too