"ABC's and L-O-V-E" Chapter 61October 1 2006 at 6:05 PM
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Belle smiled to herself as she puttered around her apartment. She had just gotten home from work and for the first time in weeks, her heart felt a little lighter. Shawn had left the night before, giving her a soft kiss good-bye, and she finally felt like things could be fixed for the two of them.
She heard a soft knock at her door so she went to answer it. As she opened the door, she fixed a polite smile at the woman standing there.
Hello? she said, keeping one hand firmly on the door. The woman smiled at her and Belle felt a slight tug of recognition.
Hi Belle she said. I dont know if you remember me. Im Carrie, Shawns cousin
Oh, right Belle said, smiling at her warmly. Im sorry I didnt recognize you. Would you like to come in? Carrie stepped in and accepted the glass of tea Belle offered her. As Belle heated up the water, she wondered why Carrie was here. They had only crossed paths a few times, at Brady family events, and they barely spoke. But she would be a Brady soon herself so she straightened her shoulders and went to sit at the table with her.
how are you doing? she asked, as she brushed back her long dark hair. She picked up her cup of tea and glanced at her over the rim. I mean, really doing
Im fine Belle said, lightly, as she stirred her own glass. Why would you ask?
I know whats going on Carrie continued. Shawn told me everything
Belle set down her spoon with a snap. Why would Shawn tell you everything?
Dont get angry with him for talking about it, he was only trying to help Carrie said. Belle bit her lip and silently steamed but Carrie continued. I dont know if you knew that Im a psychiatrist. I specialize in family psychiatry but Shawn thought maybe you could talk to me
I know you only mean to help Belle said, her face flushed with embarrassment and anger. But if I wanted a psychiatrist, I would find one on my own
Then how about talking to me as a friend? Carrie suggested. As your future cousin?
Belle stared at Carries face, watching as it slowly blurred as tears filled her eyes. Dropping her head into her hands, she began to cry.
An hour later, Belle walked Carrie to the doorway. Im sorry I was so rude when you got here Belle said, sheepishly, as she paused to blow her nose again.
Its ok Carrie said, turning to give Belle another hug. Now that we know whats been bothering you, you can get some help. But I think what you need is a lot of time, love, and support
Shawns been very good to me lately with those three things Belle answered, and then paused. Are you going to tell Shawn what I told you?
No, thats for you two to talk about Carrie reassured her. But you need to talk to him. And you need to find someone else to talk to besides me. Someone who isnt family. But if you just want to chat, unofficially
just call me, anytime
Thank you Belle said, hugging her one last time before she left. Sighing, she moved to wipe away the tears that seemed unable to stop. She started toward the kitchen to straighten it up when she heard another knock on the door. Wiping her eyes, she went to open it.
Shawn she said, barely resisting the urge to throw herself into his arms. Instead, she gripped the edge of the door. What are you doing here?
I just saw Carrie leave and I wanted to make sure you were ok he said, taking in her tear-stained face. Can I come in?
Sure she said, stepping aside for him. She blew her nose again and he waited as she composed herself.
Are things that bad? he asked, quietly.
No she said, taking a step toward him. Shawn watched, silently, as she slowly stepped toward him. He lifted his arms and she slipped into them. Biting her lip against the wave of emotion, she buried her face in his shirt. I think things are getting better
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