So much has changed and I find it hard pressed to remember things. I basically googled my name and I think this link was the 4th hit or something.
To give an accurate update full of detail is gonna be hard. I remember Tammy and someone else helping me out 3 years ago. I hope they are still here.
My pain has gotten worse. Sometimes I have to use a cane to get around now. I battle depression and I try to ignore my bi-polar tendencies. I attempted suicide in September of 2007. I think I just gave up because I was crying all the time. I don't get out and socialize any. I wish I had someone to talk to that I could trust.
I think shortly after my last post, we seperated and the divorce was finalized in December of that year. I haven't seen my son in over 2 years. I miss him dearly.
I live with my mom and step-dad now and I know it's a burden on them. I'm on disability but the money isn't much. I still get workers compensation but it has been reduced to absolutely nothing now.
I don't know where to turn or who to talk to. My personality is geared to give and I have lost sight of things.
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