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tspauld (no login)
Posted Apr 1, 2009 7:50 AM
I'm still alive.
I just got my laptop back a couple of weeks ago. Haven't had good luck getting messenger back into it. I really I hate this stupid Vista. I think it has it out for me. I've had the worst time with this laptop since I've had it. Had to ship it back to HP when I got the black screen of death. Oh never mind I don't even want to talk about that it still makes me so mad.
Anyway I've just been in a slump. I stopped all my treatments. I got to the point that I just don't care anymore. Depression grabbed me and pulled me down and my PCP says I'm not depressed.
But I'm slowly pulling myself up by my boot straps.
I need to get myself together and start going back to the doc and trying to get rid of some of this pain level before I go completely insane. Maybe I am insane already I don't know.
Anyway I'm still here. I just shut down for awhile. Didn't really have much of anything to say and when I did it wasn't very nice so I didn't bother. |
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