Hi everyone, I hope things are going fine...I'm stuck in the worst depression ever...hubby seems to worry too much about me, even my boys ntice something is wrong...I just deny it, im great at that. Pain is so overwhelming, it consumes me, I am in the process of e mailing my family dr that moved away. Im a little nervous about that but i have no choice, i cant go on like this!!! My family deserves so much better.

My niece had her baby, they kept her a while tho, she had a heart murmur seems to be doing fine now...she had a baby girl, she named her paige. I'll try to see her this week some time.

anyway, take care everyone,
annie

I have been thinking about you. I am glad that you have posted here again. So sorry that you are feeling so much pain and depression. I wish I could just give you that calgon take me away moment that you need and deserve. I do not see anything wrong with sending a email to your old doctor. I was in a similar situation also, mine left just after I was in the mva and I think that is when my treatment kinda went downhill. I did not have that one person to guide and direct me. My doctor was a REAL person with a heart, it was sad to see her go.
How are the boys doing?
There has got to be a medication that will help with your pain. No one deserves to be in constant pain without relief.

Take Care, Pam

Thanks Pam, I did it I finally got the nerve to e mail my old doctor...I hope I did the right thing!!! Now I wait to see what he thinks. I am not handling this pain very well, my neck hurts so bad that I can barely turn my head. When I say head aches I also mean neck, its connected so I just say head. Thats probably a lot of my problem with doctors, I dont explain myself very well.

How are you doing? My boys are doing great in school, i have to leave in about half an hour to pick up my younger son. He just got over the flu now he has a touch of the croup, my older boy is home today I think he caught the flu too!! Its going around like crazy here this year!!!

Take care and I'll try to keep you posted, depression takes the life out of me tho. I truly believe that pain and depression go hand and hand.

Your friend
annie

Hey Annie , its been awhile , since we all heard from you . I too was wondering about you .

Oh , give the boys hugs and kisses , smother them with love , they are so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Its awful when our kids are sick and makes it harder when the care giver MOM is not well ....

Annie , what do you take for pain ?


Can you go to emergency and see a doctor on call and explain to him or her your symptons ... surely they would have to help you .

I sure hope the doctor gets back to you.
will keep my fingers crossed for you.


Its good to hear from you . Sorry tohear you are not well .
I wish there was something I could do to help you feel better.

Tell hubby we think of him too and miss his caring posts !

I missed you Annie
thanks for posting

gentle hugs

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