Just IM'd you on MSN and you signed off. Anything wrong? I'm worried about u. You never emailed me back the last time and now you won't talk to me on IM.

I hope I didn't hurt your feeling Red. I know all of this is a lot to deal with. I just don't want you wasting anymore time on those stupid people than you have too. Life is too short Red. I want more than anything for you to be able to get this over with and move on with your life and be happy.

For us to give people who wrong us anymore of our time than we have to is a waste. Someone once told me that giving people who don't deserve it more of our time than we have to is giving them too much. Their not worth it.

I love and care about what happens to you. I do wish I could be of some help. Gentle hugs, Tammy

Thank you Tammy ... you sound just like my girlfriend ... infact .. what you just said is basically what she tells me all the time... when I am boo hooing ... and I know you are right .

I don't know what it is .. TAmmy .. if it is in my blood or what .. I can not explain it Tammy .. I am Irish Italian and never thought of it before .. .until my pedestrian car accident .... BS TORT CLAIM .

All my life I was that ONE PERSON that would always walk away , AGREE TO DISAGREE ... and Ibelieved in that strongly ..... .


To agree to disagree .... when you can not change anothers person's mind .. knowing you are right .. but I never would argue .. I would just agree to disagree and leave it at that . .as we all know ... there is only one person that is going to stand for you or I and that is " ME "

No one else is going to go for bat for me .. other than myself ...

so this is the catch my friend ... WHY ? CAN I NOT DROP IT ? WHY DO I FEEL THAT IN THE END JUSTICE WILL PREVAIL ,

If I dont fight for me who is going to ?


Tammy .. you have never said nothing to me to hurt my feelings ..... you have always been there for me .. more than you know and I can not thank you enough ... so .. get that out of your head right now... please .. dont ever think that again ... do you not realize how much you are needed here .. You are one smart cookie my friend .... never doubt yourself .. you are a true as they come and I love you for that .


I am so sorry I missed you .. I've been caught up in my own little world ... " JUSTICE WILL PREVAIL '

I KEEP HITTING THE PAVEMENT in hopes to knock some sense into alot of people .. If I thought I could let this go..I would drop it today ..

It has done a big number on this kid .. yet you all can relax .. I'm not going NO WHERE ... and I do look forward to shutting it all down...


Yes .. JUSTICE WILL PREVAIL

that is how much I am determined that it will.

thanks Tammy


Love Red..

and I am truly sorry I have worried you ... it was pure ignorance on my part .....NEGLEGTING my friends here.

hey kiddo .. I'll be ok .... I've lost a part of me .. doubt I 'll ever get back .. yet I will fight .. NO ONE IS GOING TO KNOCK THIS KID DOWN EVER AGAIN .


thanks

from the bottom of my heart ... Days and days and nights are long ..and when sleep comes ..
I rest .

Oh Red in no way did I mean for you to walk away from this fight. I just meant you have to try to live your life and not give so much of your precious time to them.

I understand completely that you can't let it eat up all your time. You have to let it go sometimes and just live. Take some time for yourself to do things you enjoy. They've taken so much from you already and it seems you don't enjoy your life because of what their doing.

My sweet Red, just take some time for yourself.

I'm glad your ok and I do miss talking to you.

Gentle hugs, Tammy

HEH . .thanks Tammy .... !!!!




I'.m going to be ok ..
No holds barred

The cats out of the bag ..


take care

gentle hugs