First I must warn that this post contains material relating to sexual deviance that some may find offending. Also, I'd like to express that I do not share the views of these people, whom I think to be seriously mentally ill.
Haven't been around on this forum for a long while, but I recently saw a documentary on TV that immediately called my attention to KULT, and it's potential as ressource material for our dark child... Perhaps some of you are familiar with it, but to those of you who are not, I'd like to introduce the concept of Feeders/Feedees, which is without exception the single most perverse and depraved sexual fetish I have ever heard of. (Yes, I think it's worse than even pedophelia, but I'll get into that later).
The idea is fairly simple. The feeder is an individual (all my research so far indicates a male) who's sexually aroused by fat women. By fat, I don't mean plumb or round, but truly gargantuan blobs of flesh and lard. The Feedee is an individual (Again my webbased research indicates a woman) who's massively obese and thus she enjoys the attention of a feeder. That in itself is strange but ultimately a matter of taste, and therefore not really sick.
The truly sickening part is this. The feeder finds a woman with low self-esteem, often someone who's a little overweight or otherwise physically impaired when it comes to attracting sex-partners, and gives her loving attention and affection, something she craves but has a hard time getting, which ensures the feeder that the woman will go to extreme lenght to preserve the relationship. Then the abuse begins. It's subtle at first, a hint that her looks might benefit if she takes on a few pounds, that her breasts might grow a little nicer or giving her sweets, calorie laden cakes and chocolates.
It is a tricky plan, one that often has to remain concealed long enough that when she finally figures out what's going on, she'll already have grown so large that few else would want her as a partner. Combined with her low self-esteem she will now feel dependant on the feeder, and aside from stuffing her he's treating her like a princess. So she'll go along, reassured by the loving feeder, or threatened by him if she protest. Typical are statements such as "I'll only love you if you keep growing bigger" or "I'll leave you unless you eat this, and who will care for you then?" Often the more dependant on the feeder she gets, the more his sadistic tendencies comes to the surface.
The ultimate goal of these feeders, is to make the woman so large that she can do nothing but sit as a huge pile of fat. She can't clean herself, she can't get up to go to the bathroom, she can do nothing but wait for the feeder to care for her in every way. His dominance is total, she can't even walk to a phone and call for help. And even if she could, would she? Who else would love a 300 KG beast? Her life is now in the hands of the "loving" feeder...
I really can't think of anything more depraved than this fetish. Imagine the perverse dedication it takes to do such a thing! Rape, pedophelia and such acts of sexual depravity are terrible - but mostly also acts of sudden impulses, momentary loss of control often combined with drinking and drugs. This is meticulously planned destruction of an individuals ability to sustain herself, followed by the abuse of her homegrown helplessness.
Gamaliel, Gamichicoth, Nahemoth... oh my!
For reference you can visit:
http://go.to/fatten (the stories section outdoes any horror novel I've read)