It's not much, but it's something, and it has benefits, so maybe I can finally have my surgery and start feeling better. I'm not in any pain lately, which is weird because I was EVERY DAY for months. I'm guessing I had a cyst that burst. But my abdomen is swelling so much, I look like I'm pregnant, and there's actually a rumor going around that I am at church! Rumor and church? Hmm, not the way I meant. Someone congratulated my mom on her new grandchild on the way, so that's what. It's really depressing since I worked so hard to lose the weight, and it just keeps piling on. Everyone keeps telling me it's not my fault, and I know it's not, but it doesn't make me feel any better about myself, when I can't wear size 10s even without being pinched in half!
But anyway, he starts tomorrow, so I'm excited about that. I may have another kid to babysat, a boy a little older than Joey. So, that should be fun! I need the money, so I can't turn it down. It's just very draining.
Well, time to make dinner for the kids!
Linda
Mother of Shelby, 9, Emma, 5, and Joey born 7/23/01 at 3:50pm
8 lbs. 12 oz., 20 3/4 inches long
1 year 24 pounds, 32 inches tall
2 years, 29 pounds, 36 inches tall
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