It seems I caused a great deal of up rising during my depressed state several weeks back. First it looked like I scared off RW and now Charon the Sabercat.
Guess it wouldn't change much if I said I feel apart and spilled out my emotions here because this is one of the few places I feel like people will listen.
It seems some don't understand that I recover from things faster then most. All I wanted was one to hear me cry out, turns out closer to 10 did. First Tenshi, then Core and TDAT, then the whole deal with Charon.
Let me make this clear.
During that time my life and future seemed fogged beyond more then the next five seconds. Thank God Core was there to talk to me. Tenshi yelled and yelped at me tearing the fresh wound open more and more. I talked with TDAT via notes on deviantart and that helped me greatly. Then most saw that I had recovered and just needed some help from only a few to pull me back from the cliff.
Charon, dear. Several years back, you and me RULED the board. Just us two celebrated SD Gundamaniac Week, which by now has died out and is now all but forgotten. You did not raise hatred in me for more then a day or two. Why, naught but three days I asked Lila how you were doing.
If something is going wrong in your life speak out. Keep it bottled up and you'll do what I did a few weeks ago.
But, alas, I am powerless to free will of beings. If you truly want to leave, and never see any of us again, then to you I say adieu.