Yeah, it is a process and takes time to come to grips with everything.
I was down, depressed and lonely. I felt I needed to become stronger in "the Truth" and started reading the Christian Scriptures. I made it my goal to clear my mind every time I read it.
Almost immediately, I started to notice things. Thomas called Jesus "My God" and Jesus didn't correct him, but told him that he finally believes. WTF!!?!?!?
In Acts Stephen prays to Jesus!
There were a bunch of these types of things.
I'm glad to be out, but still find myself wishing that somehow it really is "the Truth". However, my knowledge of the Bible keeps telling me that they not only got it all wrong, they don't truly display the "mind of christ".
I really wish you well. These boards have been exceptionally helpful to me and others, so don't be affraid to let us know how you are doing.
Tony |