for what your going through, it will get better. You will make REAL friends that like you for you and not because they have to as a requirement of an organization in control of our lives. What has helped me being single trying to make friends is to try to get out by taking classes in subjects I am interested in (I am in a book club and a creative writing class). Keep coming to the board and vent as the need arises, we all have been there in varying stages.