I appreciate your thoughts, really I do! I have been with my boyfriend since January and he believes that JW's are a cult. He has really opened my eyes. It's not just him though. I have questioned a lot of things over the years but as u know we are told to just have faith in the organization and not to even look at anything that might make us question the "truth"!! What cracks me up is that my JW mom keeps bugging me to get married to this guy so that i won't be living a sinful life! I know that would make things easier for her if i did that because then I could go back and get reinstated but i'm not about to do that.