your own

Kind of like your own version of 'present truth'?

Sad really, that your mind even has to think like that isn't it?

I remember on a different board some woman found out her jw dad put up an internet 'memorial' about her, photo's from birth until..... she no longer existed or was dead in his mind I guess because she left the cult. If anyone would have came across the site you would have thought she truly died not simply decided to quit believing as he did. I was still pretty new to the whole jw thing and I was shocked and appalled that a father could do such a thing, sadly now I know better.