ok

merlin
you are so practical.
it is good.
thank you.
was being disappointed.
always hold hope.
and should know better.
not to.
when start to extend hope, always want to retract
with recall of past
then will say inside
"give it a chance"
hope again.
then do just that.
and seems it still fails.
it is difficult to give in
to never
hoping for anything again.

but what then would be the purpose to anything?
anymore.