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" I feel like a descriptive cripple. "
This is EXACTLY how some times feel.... being AS in nt dictated world...
meetings, must be meetings for nts at school board.
speaking, must be speaking for nts at school board.
emails? recording things? oh the fear of the unknown/... all that the nts at the school
think of words such as "illegal". not "sensible" "easier"
they said about a meeting!
HA easier for WHOM!!??

how dare they not listen.
just cried, while telling her that "am autistic too" and communication is not productive when speaking ..
and would not be able to come to a meeting alone....
SHE SSTILL said they would find a taxi! to come get self there..
to a meeting!

to a FUCKEN meeting!
they think that would leave the bush, the lake, the river, the dogs, the stream, the minnows all under the little walk bridge over the river right in the yard!! 60 feet from the patio!
to go to a meeting!!??
where will have super high blood pressure.
brain fog so severe that am not able to see the pictures of meanings in front of mine eyes..
sensory integration failure.. to the degree that all senses feel as if the whole body has been lit... flaming it burns..
often on another board.. where feel safe enough to d oso..until the "cup is half full or half empty conversation".. would speak of how the head is burning.. the fire is burning.. as the words would start to fragment..
and all sounds... of voices are such as like most similar example would be darth vader in starwars and how hisvoice is hollow, breathing in style, cracked... all together...

that is a piece of the puzzle.. the puzzle of how this autistic will experience a meeting..

why would lg go to THAT for what?
for THEIR convenience.. they have no "disability that withdraws them from participating in email or via letter" unlike lg for a meeting.. only seemingly meaningful reason for a meeting is for THEIR convenience.. why need that convenience..??...
so that they can get this taken care of at their timing..
the nT world moves too fast...
it flies so faszt there is no time to react..
as such... let them sit in stillness...
while they write it all down..
n wait.. for lg to answer...
what else will they do?
discriminate and push?
bully?
or sit back and let the pace of the flow of information slwo down tomine speed..
cant even write well.
mix it up.
an if leek pixing it up then it endsup someho unradable for some peopoe.

dono got to stop now.
but the thiough is not fccompplete.
it is falling away.
rather.
the freaken mercury isflowing in the vaccine/amalgam damaged body and that reaction seeps through more intense during times of stress
as such as now
these are merciry symptoms .
see it for what it is.
if you r kids have mercruy thei too will not get different then this
ithe lack of cmntrfol of muslfcksl is alike ehwah[

what am assupiimfg parkinson or somthning to be
ok yby
lg