i think merlin had good advice, call that dr, get him to help you.
ben greene needs to go back to "school" and learn a bit about autism before he keeps dxing people...he is either truly ignorant or is evil enough to makes dx's to limit the help a person gets....
i will send you powerful goood thoughts and pray that you get the help you need whether it be from outside sources or from you own inner strenth, you have a lot of that lg, let it help you .