She hesitated because of her doubts. But what of them? What could she do? She was trapped by a promise and unable to see anyone else. Was she to go through the rest of her life lonely? He cared about her. He wasn't going to hurt her. Demeter wasn't sure if she was thinking this to remind herself..or convince herself of it's authenticity. She put a paw on Macavity's cheek and kissed him.