Wow...I just got chills...seriously, because I feel the same. I love Owen. I wish I could have met him, but I met my 3rd fav. wrestler (Owen was/is my #1 favorite of all time and that will NEVER change, Bret is #2)...Jake Roberts, only to find out he was a selfish, drug abusing, alcoholic who doesn't give a crap about the fans who love(d) him. I cried because I wanted my daughter to meet him when she was born ...which wasn't long after I met him the 2nd time, but she won't because he is either not going to be around, or he'll be too messed up, or nobody will book him anymore because the way he's being. I wish he'd quit being the way he is. Jake was my absolute favorite when I was a little girl, before Owen came along. haha Anyway its sad