ROTFLMAO...seriously?! I am racist because I don't enjoy all hip hop music?? Wow, guess all the Lil Wayne and Jason DeRulo I have on my mp3 player must be deleted now that I apparently don't like hip hop anymore. Damn, and I really liked "Ridin' Solo" too!
You are lashing out in anger and frustration, which can be very bad as far as stress goes. Go turn on some Barry Manilow, have a nice glass of wine and a bubble bath and let the anger go pal. It's not good for you. Might also be a good idea to let your boyfriend give you a long backrub...use lavender body oil for a soothing effect. After you get all that tension out, watch some old WWF matches and be happy (just don't get angry when you realize that Mantaur was a WAAY better wrestler than you'll ever be).