i am here at work and have been listening to RAIN and PERMANENT SLEEP on those famous CD's that many of you are familiar with, for the past 2 hours repeating and repeating and I have fallen more in love with RAIN, could it possibly be edging out DIMINUENDO???? for 1st place. maybe it's just my emotions right now feel right for it. books books books, pity those in the publishing world...if you knew the drivel that i design so that others might read and not go blind...
not sure why im posting this, im in a very odd mood right now and having feelings of the past and future and where my place is in this crazy miasma of life. ugh the existentials of overwhelmed being...whatever.
it's a musical moment that you want to fall asleep in an album and exist within its contents as your own world and think that maybe you could...i entertain these notions right now....
IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO ACT OUT IN MY OWN FORUM? ha ha, like maybe right now I AM A LOWLIFE. hmmmmmmmm
