After today I am worried. We went to high on the terror attack radar! I am scared, and I hate when people say don't worry! If I don't worry about myself, who is? I think that it is important to people to work hard and think about others. I always seem to put others first, and always lose out on life experiances! It hurts to miss on things that you love. I thank God that my dad wasn't helping his company at the TT that nice, clear skyed day.
Even after a year and almost a half, I can still smell the smoke that settled over the sky. Like gray puffy clouds. They were moving so slow. Some times it hurts that people don't remember. Why should they? Because in my opinion, ALL those who died on 9/11 were heros, in no way were any cowards. I remember my friends crying, a few of their parents worked there, thankfully none died. I rememebr hearing silence. I remember not having school. The dust in the air surrounded my school on the hill. All my church friends that went to my school, were asked to attend church that day, and we prayed. We watched the news and we talked, it felt like forever. I was scared. I still am scared.
That sight, smell, and lack of sound is forever stuck in my head. Is it wrong to want that to go away?
If there were another terror attack, I do not know what I would do. I am scared.
Thank you to our troops. Thank you to our leaders. Thank you for everyone who does care about another.
This message has been edited by locker2212 from IP address 126.96.36.199 on Feb 7, 2003 8:42 PM
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