Partly inspired by this forum and years of urging by my husband I am now joining the world of topfreedom. I was always resonably conservative. Sometimes I would go topless at the beach if there was no one else around, except John, but even then I was only doing it for him. We recently made freinds with a great couple who are really attractive and she (Tracey)used to be a model and has appeared in a tasteful magazine (topless beach shots). Many years ago. We are both 36 now. She is always dressed very differently to me - showing off her boobs etc. My husband kept telling me I could look just as good if I just showed more confidence.
Xmas day was beautiful and we had invited two couples over for a bbq xmas lunch. I was topless all day as were tracey and heather and it was a fantastic experince. A few things I noticed were that tracey and heathers husbands both bailed me up on separate ocassions when I went into the kitchen and both talked to me more than they had ever bothered to before. I know they were just taking advantage of the veiw but this didn't bother me at all. That is what surprised me. The thing I had dreaded for so long - men looking at my tits - in the end didn't bother me at all and I actually enjoyed it. It didn't even make John jealous so alot of the preconceptions I had were very wrong. On boxing day I surprised myself even more when I went to the sales in a halter neck top that I had previously only ever worn with a bra. It is basically open at the side giving a clear veiw of my tits. Previously I had honestly beleived that my breasts were too big and unattractive because they sag (two kids)and I would always wear a bra. My husband hasn't helped when he has called them super-droopers and the term I hate most - hangers. Now I know they are not unattractive at all. Just the opposite in fact. And it is all down to a new found confidence in my body and my looks. My husband didn't mean any harm and I never told him I did't like those terms. And in fact those terms no longer worry me. Now I am happy with the looks I get from others instead of dreading them. This forum is very helpful and interesting. I would like to contribute more in the future.
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