I must thankyou here,for emailimg me-you are a wonderful person.You will never know how much your words have helped me.You are right-there is a future,however dark it is at the moment.There are forces at work that we may not be aware of,but they are always there.Please thank Mr Martin,I feel you are pretty close to him.He is a very good man.I probably expected too much-perhaps I was a little too positive!!!! I know I say alot and at times maybe too much,but,you have to know me.I think you do.At the moment, I am not too well,my kidney I think,and the stress from the nursing home,so I hope that the message I sent was OK,and not taken as to offend-more to express deep sadness.I feel like I have now caused a problem and feel upset about it.I think I said things the wrong way,to someone who does not deserve it.But as I said I was feeling sad and hurt.When the one prson you want to respond warmly to you,doesn,t you get hurt.Well,that is my fault-I put my foot in again-I suppose I have burnt all my bridges.I really am my own worst enemy.Maria,you have a wonderful day.Again,I am sorry.
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