I know how much a much loved pet is truly a member of the family. We had to put our beloved but very sick dachshund Heidi to sleep in January 1985. I look at a picture of her on my fridge every day and remember what a wonderful pet she was. You are mourning Breaker now, and in some ways always will, but, most importantly, you will remember all the good times you had with your special pet. You are in my thoughts.