my dark secret was how many years and how many moves around the country college lasted. i KNEW i was not dumb, did i "fear success"? (psychology and womens studies major)
why was i the queen of late nights and little white speed tablets? why did i keep dropping classes that met at a certain hour?
where did i lose weeks and weeks of the semester, why didnt i remember that paper? i thought it was from keeping up the full time jobs, but maybe now i know.
and sliding out of my chair in big lecture halls, totally conscious the whole time... that was a hoot.