I know that feeling, Scarlett dear, yet i know He has not.
almost anyone can be seeing more than one specialist at a a time, do they always disagree on the fundamentals? or knee jerk toss us away as head cases when we have C???
i pray (not being a clod here, this part i CAN do to help) that the Lord bless and keep you during these hard hard weeks. believe me, when its my turn in the deep fog, i cant pray.
So i know He has you in loving hands, knowing we are helpless and protecting us.