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re: frozen in this place i hide
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it's another bad night 2:30 am awake and so tired, so if this doesn't make any sense, i'm sure you'll understand.
I'm one of those that took 35 years to get dx and I can relate to the feeling of anxiety, that something was wrong but didn't know what it was. For so many years I guess I thought it was just normal to be this way. My memory doesn't serve me very well anymore and I don't remember much in the way of details. I still feel like I'm crazy or just so totally different than everyone else I know.
When you get older and have to put up with other old age things it just makes matters worse.
Especially on the bad nights with little sleep, I just wish I had that wonder drug versed that they use in some procedures that just keeps you below consciousness but no memory of what is going on. I just don't want to wake up.