Ok, we all seem to be going through a slump at the same time.
we are sometimes overwhelmed, and part of it is coming to the new reality after diagnosis. but you really can use what you find out to get the best life possible, and even find your destined success.
some of our rants and sorrows are pressure valves, we really need a place, and a great group like this. but it would be a mistake to think you will have things turn out badly, you are young and seeing doctors years before we did.
Cephalon is really not our friend, gosh thats a long story. if you can talk to your doctor about a serious search for alternatives, or if he is willing to fight for your prior authorization and successful treatment with Provigil, that is a good option. i am not sure which states have made it totally impossible, they actually each have to publish a list of meds they (medicaid) cover, online.
more later, i will write for an hour or two here, just wanted to get the hopefulness meter up.