Good to hear from you, wondered where you've been. So sorry you are having such a hard time. I know I can relate to the job situation. I'm surprised that some of my jobs lasted ten years, especially when I was a loan officer at a bank. Sitting for eight hours, up and down, walking around, doing things just to keep busy and stay awake and this is before I was dx with N. I definately figured out we have to have jobs that keep us busy and mostly on our feet.