I am a mother of three. I love myself and represent me. I am also married to a wonderful man of 4 years. Problem i think he do not love me. Because of my weight, maybe he is still caught in society spectulations on thin is in and big is out. I was sitting in front of the T.V. looking at the 10 o'clock news feeling good, until they said they did a study on obesity and said "It was contagious". My mouth dropped and the first thing my two daughters said was "Mom u contagious!" Monique i have struggled to deal with my weight issue for years losing,gaining,up and down. And i realize the 12 i use to be was never going to come back over the past two years i have accepted who i am. The problem society is still trying to put me back where i started. I no i can be that one that can change so many people ways of thinking. Monique at the end of the daY i have to LOVE ME. I struggle every single day proving that your eyes will not become my depression. Please pick me to show a part of you that i adore. I call it the Monique syndrome.
