I had a old friend commit suicide about 5 months ago.
Then, this week, another old friend .. cause yet unknown, but reason to believe it may be suicide.
He "died in his sleep" at age 40.
I have no understanding how this happened. -- to them both and it's overwhelming. I feel so heartbroken for their families.
I'm also just feeling sorry for myself for having to go through this upheaval of emotion AGAIN, but just wanted to get this out there in the universe a little more.
REST in PEACE my dear friend. Hope you read this from Heaven.