I need HELP!

Hi, my name is Kozici Cristian and I am 23 years old. I'm in a desperately need of help. At age of 2 I had a tragic accident that had only negative influence on my life since then, but now more then ever! That's why I need any kind of help from you!


I took my friends advice and with their help I made this site, hoping you can help me with anything you can. Next I'm gonna tell you how my life has been and is right now.
When I was 2 years old, both of my parents had jobs so most of the time my brother and me were left with one of our old neighbors. One day because of her, not paying attention to us I had a tragic accident.A big Pan of boiling oil fell on me! With all the great effort's of the doctors and the family I survived. But I wasn’t the same! My left ear and half of my head were burned also my back and my left arm! The burns I have on my back, healed a little but my ear and head didn’t, and that because I needed a couple of Plastic Surgeries!The possibility of those Surgeries came after the year of 1989 (after the Revolution). I kept hoping to live a normal life. But my parents couldn’t raise the money (barley enough for food) so the only thing I had left was Hope!
Since I was in Kindergarten I had problems. The kids were avoiding me and didn't play with me because I was ugly looking!My Mother was always covering me by putting a hood over my head even in the hot summers. Being a child sometimes I was taking my hood off, that's how the other children found out and started making jokes about the way I look.Same thing at school, nobody wanted to sit next to me. Once I started growing I realized why the kids were avoiding me. This slowly but surely began to terrify me and was embarrassed to go to school. I couldn’t take it any more, I was alone all the time, Like I wasn’t existing, and I was like a Shadow for them.I was always crying and telling my mom that I can't take it anymore, I wanted to play games with my schoolmates or football like a saw them doing it! But no, I couldn't, I was the ugly kid for them, no matter how much I was trying to hide it they knew how I looked.When I turned 14, I went through depression and I couldn’t continue to go to the school anymore. I always wanted to be a normal kid to do normal things, like everybody else. Instead I was always crying and wondering what did I do wrong to deserve this.I wanted to have fun, to go to a movie with a girl or take walks. But all these were and still are only dreams for me. My parents and I are always thinking about how to earn the money we needed for my surgery! After I turned 18 I went to find a job, my parents couldn’t keep up with the bills and everything anymore. They tried very hard to offer me a normal life and the things I needed. I was very disappointed about my job hunting; nobody wanted to hire me finding weird excuses but no one about the way I Looked. I knew that was the real reason.In 2000 my Mother was told at work that a Surgery team from Private Clinics outside the Country came to Romania to do some surgeries (for free) for the few people who were on the waiting list. I was one of the people on that waiting list, waiting for a miracle. After the surgery, they covered a part of my burnt head.Not having the money I needed for replacing my burnt ear with a synthetic one made me ask you for help.



I want to live a normal life, to have friends, a girlfriend, and a job like everybody else. And later on I want to have my own family and feel how it is to be loved.


My website : Www.HelpCristian.Com