DEPRESSED, THOUGHTS OF SELF MUTILATION, FEELING NEGATIVE. IM SURE IT WILL PASS THOUGH. SUX BEIN A BI POLAR SCHITZO. IT ALL COMES DOWN TO NEEDING ENCOURAGEMENT AND ATTENTION..... ANYONE?
hang in there joe! I know how you feel, it will pass, life goes up then comes down, it happens to everyone, find someone to talk to, CHUD has a new song about what your going through coming out on his next record, he played it at the last XWARD show, I believe it's called "CUTTING OUT THE PAIN" just reminded me of it. your a cool kid joe, hang in there!
I KNOW THIS WILL ALL PASS. BUT WHEN THE NEGATIVE FEELINGS ARE THERE THEY HURT ALOT. ITS WORSE NOW B/C NOT ONLY DO I HAVE ALL THESE ISSUES, I HAVE NO WAY TO VENT. MY GUITAR IS MY USUAL SOURCE OF RELEASING THE ANGER, BUT I CANT PLAY IT B/C J-SIN TRIOXIN HAS MY ****IN AMP/HEAD. THINGS ARE GETTING HEAVY, I WILL BE FINE, BUT ****, IT SUCKS ALOT. `THANK GOD I HAVE MUSIC, IF I DIDNT I WOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD A LONG TIME AGO. CHUD, PLEASE KEEP PROVIDING ME WITH YOUR MUSIC, THOSE SONGS ARENT JUST TUNES TO ME, THEY R MY ESCAPE.
