I am 39 years old. I had 5 major love relationships in my whole life. They all were the youngest siblings of their family. The first woman I loved, C., was 9 years younger than her sister and 11 years younger than her brother. The second woman I loved, U., was younger than her two siblings. The third woman I loved, A., had no sibling. The fourth woman I loved, O., was 11 years younger than her brother and sister who were twins. The last woman I loved was 11 years younger than her sister, 9 years younger than her brother and a year younger than her other brother. All of them were mostly traumatic relationships which triggered my major depressions.
Why do I always love the youngest sibling?
I have no sibling. I have never married.
I have narcissistic personality disorder with schizoid, paranoid and passive-aggressive tendencies.
One more point: My mother is younger than her siblings, too.
Any comment will be very much appreciated.
Thanks.