Life is dull, I want to commit suicide but I'm afraid to die.
When I make the effort to meet strangers, they call me a whore.
When I'm kind and polite, they call me unsexy, when I make the first move, they ignore me, when I actually meet strangers, they only want to fuck me.
They call me ugly but I know I'm beautiful, they call me a whore but I know I'm pure. They say I'm crazy, I'm only looking for love.

Life's unfair but we knew that already.

you really need to get a hobby

I'm A Disco Infiltrator Fo' Sho

the only hobby i ever had was smoking spliffs and it's too dangerous for me now.

I'm condamned to live a dull, empty life with no love whatsoever.


And every time I try again and fall again, I think about the absurdity of it all.


Maybe horseriding would be good for me, I liked to go full speed in the countryside when I was a kid in holiday.

what about painting by numbers?

I've painted real masterpiece self-portrait a few years ago but it was stolen from my flat. I've never painted with such genius again :(


Only hope I have is to get an electric guitar as I like the sound of it.

I need to go outside much more, I've been locked in my room for almost the entire week.
That's the reason of my depression.

I blame .org a bit, but mainly my self, horrible self.

please don't spam abuse at this thread, I couldn't change this fate.

STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF
would be my advice

good advice

i accept it