Oh Willa

I went through the exact phase with my Twin boy. You sound just like me. I would cry at night because he would exhaust me mentally. You are not a bad Mommy. I don't agree with beating a child but spanking really is neccesary in some situations.

I remember whacking my little boy once when he was nagging and nagging over the same thing and decided to bite Camilla to take his frustration. I gave him 3 whacks and sent him into his room to bed. Minutes later I went in and he was sleeping. I think I was more hurt then he was. It's been getting better now.

Big cyber hug for you. Don't be to hard on yourself

Carmina