Thank you for your words of encouragement! Behaviorally challenged kids are just so challenging, it is so exhausting. With Noah's ADD I feel like I have control, most of the time anyway. But when this happened with my 6 y/o, it just tipped the scale and I couldn't stay balanced. I still cry when I actually think of what is happening with him, it has really broken me. Meanwhile he is such a love, since I broke down he hugs me all the time. I just wish he would listen more too, then things would really be perfect...keep wishing.