Been thinking of you too

I have to tell you that your DH is irritating me. My sense is that he is bothered by how well you are handling this and doesn't want to leave. Glad you spoke up to him cause it has to be confusing the kids, and you too I would think. But is also sounds like you have taken control of when he can be around and when he can't, love that, you need some control in your life right now and he needs to realize he can't have it all. Keep hanging in there JM!