Well, i'm having a lot of anger buildup lately, and i know why too mostly.
I recently got sick, when we had some cage building in mind, as well as some housecleaning, that needed to be done. So here i am i get sick, when i least needed it with two young kids, and a husband that doesn't have much drive.

I had seperated from him quite a few month back due to his dependency problems, and i needed a safe place and be out of there.

Well back then i took only what i needed, and had everything i wanted here.

Then we got back together, which i was happy about, but he had to bring all his junk up here.
Since then i have struggled to keep up with the tide of crapbeing shifted from one place to another, never really being organized, and having actual living space... (enter convulsions here)

If i start throwing some of his stuff out, he goes into a temper tantrum and threatenes to throw my valuable things, usefull and needed away.

I so want to burn this place down, and even asked God to send a very selective tornado, to take what i consider junk out of here...

This place was nice and neat, until he walked in... i'm swinging between sadness, anger and frustration. He doesn't seem to understand at all.
No matter how i explain it to him.

Well i guess i'll get off my soap box, and let this rest, sigh

Tanja

Note: i want to clarify that my husband has gotten rid of his drug denpendancy problem through the proper means of a rehab clinic, this being the only way i would take him back to begin with.

The clutter i'm talking about is mixed, unrelated, typical pack rat stuff, that one can do without. Heck even our kids have toys glaore, and they can't keep up with it. (and neither can i... barf)

Tanja