It's okay

When I started watching, I was very very careful NOT to get sucked into the shipper aspect. Sure, I'd like them to get together, but I refuse to let myself go down that path. I'm not going to be writing fic for it, I don't tape it every week, etc. Trying to keep it kinda superficial. I know that might sound kinda callous, but I devoted so so much energy to the Xfiles - I feel a little scarred. Well, maybe a lot scarred. (not scared) I simply can't go thru all that again when it's fresh, you know what I mean? When I became reinterested in Hunter - it had already happened.

Anyway, I can't help but see myself in the posts about JAG, when I was caught up in the Xfiles and what others went thru when it was just happening on Hunter.