I would like to hear of the different effects of being
caned and punished as a child I was one of four children two boys and two girls who were beaten at home and school.
I now have a leaning towards cp as a fetish but my sisters will not talk of it.
I would like to know other peoples experiences

I WAS BEATEN AS A CHILD AND NOW I THINK ABOUT SPANKING ALL THE TIME AND IT HAS MADE ME A SOCIAL OUTCAST. I DON’T TALK TO ANYONE BEFORE I GO TO WORK BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE HERE AND I DON’T TALK TO ANYONE AT WORK AND THEN I DON’T TALK TO ANYONE WHEN I GET BACK BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE HERE AND I TURN ON THE INTERNET AND SIT HERE AND WAIT FOR THE NEXT MESSAGE TO COME IN AND IF IT’S A GOOD ONE I HAVE A BIT OF SELF ABUSE AND IF IT’S NOT A GOOD ONE I JUST SIT HERE AND WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE AND THINK ABOUT SPANKING.

This is a sad tale.There is a life out there Go live it