johnny was suppose to spend the hoiday with roy but ended up working OT on an engine
the parade on TV is interrupted for news of a big fire - kids convince themselves johnny is dead

does anyone have a link for this one

TIA

http://audreys-efanfic.freeservers.com/christmasfeeling.html

Christmas is a Feeling by Icecat on Audrey's site. It's one of my favorite stories.