good. now that youre here i need some help from the wilders on this forum.
if you want midgets on tricycles go ld or watch the man show. goodbye
Anyway in my current state of ignorance i am unable to wild. at the beginnning of the night i lie down in my bed and stay fully awake until the morning. i lay in bed at 11am and get out at 4am. i'm completely awake the whole time and dont have any lds.
youre probably laughing to yourself and will ask me if im sure im not lding now? well the keyboard seems to stay the same to i dont think so but i could be wrong!
Seriously i get cycles of hypnagogic imagry and have tried everything. even the tibetian dream yogi techiniques other than the crazy visulization ones which i dont have the focus to do. The hypnagogic imagery cycles in about every 30 minutes and just dissapears.
another thing is that experience a state of deep meditaion. i meditate during the day and can never achieve such states (even stoned) but then i dont meditate for 5 hrs straight. it gets so deep that i am breathing only 2 or 3 times every minute. and when i get up from that state my mind is crystal clear and the world seems . .. um well its hard to sematically descibe but everything seems 100times more real. this state doen't last but its VERY cool. and i feel no sort of boredom lying in bed for 5 hours i feel like im sitting pretty just the way i am and am very peaceful and relaxed. I feel good all day BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT.
Stephen Laberge says that it should take no more than 2hr 30min for the 1st ld cycle but i lie there for 5. And by the way im not an enlightened patriarch (although it would be nice to realize the true nature of reality, things like that zoom way over my head). I do not move even a muscle other than the involutary leg twitches and observe proper form.
the WILD vets need to throw me a bone it will be much appreciated