The dream started out that i was at my sister-in-laws house its a 2 story house in Vermont but not like a rich persons house sorta like an apartment her grandparents live down stairs but in order to go down their you would have to go downstairs which lead outside. Well as I was just sitting there all of a sudden i go up to a window behind the tv. Then I jump off but as im 2 feet below the window falling down all of a sudden I jump back on the window seal and I was really intense and it was blown ou color then I woke still intense.
Michael
The first thing that sprang to mind when I read this was 'look before you leap.' You've titled the dream 'almost suicide' but you don't explain what drove you off your seat towards the window in the dream?
The tv infront of the window kind of suggests, don't listen to the views of others, find your own perspective on things.
The title you gave your dream worried me a bit. Did it feel like you were trying to commit suicide, or did you assume that it was an attempt when you tried to analyse it yrself?
WON THE POSITIVE SIDE - whatever you go thru in life, whatever level of despair a situation might bring to you, you will at some point be able to feel the value in yourself, and pull yourself back up.(to the window.)
All be told, life is not that great, lotsa work, lotsa stress and problems, family issues tht will never be resolved, just tolerated -(personally, I have NEVER met a family like the Cosbys, they sure arent my kin!!) but we live for the good times, kids birthday parties, celebrating new arrivals, personal successes, geting a good nightts sleep and waking up feeling good - or handling sad family matters (the passing of older family members) with kindness and understanding, letting others lean on you will help you through difficult times, and you will have that strength, your dream showed it to you. good luck.
