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still struggling to fly?November 28 2002 at 6:41 PM | neesoj (no login) |
| enormous dream last night, as I try to remember it it is deliberately scooting from my memory, it started with I think a whole rehash of my childhood (blah) leading to my escape then for some reason I was an adult heading for home, I was trying to fly there (when i was a kid when I wanted to escape I would always dream that I was flying out of everyone's reach, flapping my arms and legs I would rise vertically above the chaos) Anyhow, this time i tried to fly, I was on a high corporate rooftop, some woman was running up and down and trying to fly with me being a pest but she couldnt (could this have been my old boss Mary, who would copy my clothing?) and I knew she couldnt handle the raging wind, I was a bit worried about the storm and the wind, as we were starting real high, and if I couldn't 'make it happen' when I launched off the roof, it was a long way down.....but the storm was moving off and as I took off towards home (which suddenly seemed a helluva long way and the sky had turned to all white cloud....like thick smoke.....) I was flying ok (like when you first realise you are swimming without putting yr feet down) and as I flew I could feel the hot sun on my back (like carribean sun.) So whaddya think of that?
Previous night I dreamed i was in childhood home (chaotic) my mum was moving and talking and my dad was there sitting at the table but completely unmoving (this has happened twice this week, he is dead so he is unmoving in the dreams) then the roof was open to the sky....and it was a night sky full of stars, which I havent seen for a long time.....and it was a freezing night. This made me think I will have to go for a visit in the winter for something. |
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neesoj (no login) | more.... | November 30 2002, 5:39 AM |
third night, third dream, jumble and stuff then flying or taking off over a forest of green trees and there was a thick white cloud moving across them like a blanket of smoke again....I am flying next week.... |
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neesoj (no login) | so | December 10 2002, 4:32 PM |
wonder if this third dream is a premonition of an avalanche somewhere? I am flying again (on a real plane!!) this friday.....
I am wondering if my physical flights are time indicators of when an avalanche might occur? |
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Marmalade (no login) | It's a good omen! | December 11 2002, 3:45 PM |
The thing that strikes me about your dream is that I get a sense of maturity,(ripeness) power(self-definition) and freedom.
You either have (which we know) or you can at this time gain a new and different perspective on your past at this time. i.e. Your courage and ability to fly well in the face of the currents of your mind & beliefs. Every time we change a belief something positive happens, (the sun).
The bit with both your parents, I'm not sure. However, stars help us navigate our way in this world, and provide light when it is dark. They can be seen as 'divine guidance' or intuition etc. which always illuminates and dispells the shadow and trappings of our minds. If you saw or remembered a particular constellation in the dream, then it would be a clearer message. |
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neesoj (no login) | thanks | December 11 2002, 4:13 PM |
for the reply. I like the way you interpret it, I guess soon enough I will have to start flapping my arms again and making some effort in life, I have been 'resting' for a year or so.....unemployed but going on vacations....with time to unconsciously ponder the family dynamic (or lack thereof) |
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Marmalade (no login) | Re: thanks | December 12 2002, 1:19 PM |
I'm resting myself too, have been for most of the year and no doubt a good part of next year too. I'm happy to say that 9-5 is well and truly over for me. If I ever post a message saying that I've gone back to my former career incarnation, please send men in white coats.
My family is fine when there are no dynamics and we are all separated which is more or less the case.
Enjoy your Xmas. |
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neesoj (no login) | The Stars | December 12 2002, 6:36 PM |
Well may the stars guide us both to happiness and a fabulous New Year, I am off to Mexico Cancun tommorow for 5 days so the only shadow on the horizon is TIBURONS (sharks!) and will be back next week to cruise thru as many holiday parties as we can find. LIfe is good, I wish you a great Christmas and a personally successful New Year! (no hangovers.) |
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Santina11 (no login) | Flying! | January 2 2003, 3:21 AM |
I do this all the time-ecspecially when I know I am dreaming so I can do anything-I love it-the feeling of freedom is such a rush-I wish all my dreams were like these:) | |
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