I believe visions can work like a network but in reverse. Instead of having a base and working your way out you dream your way into the funnel. I'm feeling philosophical this morning. I dreamed Of lines of people entering a building. I stood outside with them trying to urge them not to be decieved. I told them it was not Christ in there and they were being lied to. Some listened most didn't. I did this the whole way into the building. There was no turning back. This was the utimatum everybody had before them. There was a man inside that called himself Jesus Christ. He was dressed in white and possessed power. Upon entering the room I heard my name being called, but it was in my head and not my ears. Men came, got me and took me to his room. I denied him and was put to death by a sword. I know this all sounds crazy. Crazy I'm not.

a rejection of organised religion that may have been fed to you as a child. When you see how the world really is and take stock of your life as an adult, I too find it hard to reconcile the 'rules' of the bible (and therefore belief in a God) with surviving amongst the essentially godless, ruthless predatory creatures that some of us still are. (conscious or unconscious of our acts.)

I remember as a kid in assembly all having to close our eyes for the Lord's prayer, and repeating the words, "honor thy mother and father" and having my eyes partly open and looking around thinking, "my parents?? - you havent met 'em!"

However, now as an adult, and seeing what SOME kids go thru, I know I was lucky; I was healthy, clothed and fed, (if not emotionally) and that is so much more than some kids get growing up.

Interesting theory on the going backwards thing, though. Aren't we all capable of getting 'sucked in' to some things though, either thru laziness/lack of direction regarding original thinking, or some human desire to be "part of a group" - isnt this the theory behind the book "Lord of the Flies" ? (dont remember exactly,was made to read it as a kid in school - didnt get it then, probably cos I was an outsider and couldnt see it)

I spent two years in hell with these twisted dreams. Only three I know are real. The underground facility & coal carts was dreamed by a priest before he died. I went to church one sunday night and the pastor began to share a vision a priest friend of hers just told her before he passed. As she began I knew what it was and told her. She asked me to finish it and so I did. Babies died in those carts, dumped into an inferno. So real and sucked. Second , I dreamed A man I used to work for showed me chest pains and pointed to the television, which was displaying the presidential debate of 1996 clinton was running for second term. He never said a word. I thought he was going to die. Not him, his wife died in 96' of heart failure. Third, I dreamed of a skyscraper comming down. Wasn't sure what caused it. The ground was rumbling around it so I thought it was going to be an earthquake. A man was stuck inside an elevator when it came down. It must have been more than gravity cause when the elevator droped he hit the top. And I don't think we have to want to be a part of something big, cause we already are. All of us! Thanks again Neesoj p.s. I'm a Piscies\Aries When I get carried away like recently into la la land, I blame it on that.

ya big loony!