ok so as far as I can remember last night I was in a bathtub that was overfilled with Justin Timberlake and Brittany Spears (not normal dream for me) anyhow my sister was interfering, I was making things float along the ceiling, tiny things for entertainment to see if I could do it kinda thing, and my sister wanted to created some dissent, anyhow, this was in my home town, I went to get my shoes, she had a very similar pair of shoes she was taking, I checked and she had got a pair almost the same, (she always helped herself to anything good I had - in a very obvious way) anyhow they were nearly the same, but not the same. I cant clearly remember the intent of the dream, otehr than she was trying to interfere with my life again for some reason. I woke up thinking that maybe she wrote to the US govt about me? she might be the reason I am having trouble getting my greencard? sounds mad, but she always made so much trouble for me....for anything....

The other night I dreamed my husband helped me brick some chicks body into a wall....maybe he can help me bury this unhappy past...his sister gives him hives too!!

i think maybe when u were burying the chick in the wall u were trying to bury all the problems u have wif ur sister. u sed in ur last post that u figured the body would stink so u wrapped it in plastic- maybe its bcoz ur problems wif ur sister stink and youd rather not think about them (or smell them) and thats y u covered it up. i think that ur husband helped with the bricking, because hes the support u have when dealing wif ur sister, or because share an affinity wif him because u both have probs wif ur sister. neway...u tried to bury the problems that u had with ur sister, but that didnt work which is why u keep dreaming about her. maybe, u shud contact her again- see her i mean, if u see her, its not as if she cant giv u a response. u shud try to make peace with ur sister i think anyway u can because you really dont know how long u have ur family for and it would be a real shame if u never got to know ur neices and nephews.

yeah its a pity about the nieces etc but frankly where family is concerned, pass the plastic wrap, it is beyond understanding or fixin, I know she needs some serious help, but she absolutely doesnt think there is anything wrong with her, and its not for me to judge except that I absolutely cannot deal with her, example, when our father was dying on an oxygen mask, she shoved her video camera in his face, saying, 'come on dad, talk about when you worked in the factory' so her kids would have something to see....my other sister heard this and literally got up at work in UK< took cab to airport, walked up to british airways and literally got put on plane that was taking off...she even had a smoke outside with the pilot....got to OZ and dragged my sister and camera away from our dying father....my other sister said she had never really understood why I feel such a chasm of emotion regarding my sister until then....she is like some alien whose emotions and feelings are only about her,....the rest of us are decoration or obstacles ....she has an amazin psyche, its all about her....and at 37, it wont change...the onlyt hing that changes is her face, with plastic surgery another symptom of a very bizarre mind. I just cant play with that strange kid that is my sister....please mommy tell me I am adopted!!

hi neesoj, was your sister very envious of you during your time together at home? I have to say |I wouldnt mind being in a bath with Justin Timberlake! Love Michelle xxx

maybe she was, anything nice I had she wrecked, like most older sisters she never wanted me to join in with her friends, she got them to be mean to me. But dont all older sisters do that? why would this bitterness run so deep? one of her friends once told me (as adults now) that she was jealous of me..never could understand why we are very different, she has her own gifts in her own way (domineering etc, if that is a gift, it seems to be working for her...she has the charm of a sherman tank, and has absolutely no problem using people, she is a madam and makes her living off a bunch of girls who sell sex...actually I have no problem with this, (it is each woman's choice, think of all the stupid things you did for free....) but I wonder about the psyche of someone who can do that...selling other people? I am ambivalent about it, but was insulted when she offered to 'pimp me out' while I was on vacation.....yeah, its a bit bizarre, dont you think?

i feel so sorry for u neesoj, ur sister sounds terrifying, the more i read ur dreams and the more u talk about her, the more she scares me, honestly, i dont ever remember feeling like this about soeone iv never met. i dont know if im just picking up on how u feel towards her, or if thats how she really is. luv linz x

i never thought about it like that, I suppose if you didnt grow up steeled to deal with people like her, you would be a bit terrified...I kid you not, she is some kind of psychological monster! ha ha ha...but then I am no fairy myself, and yet I have friends who appreciate me somewhat....I guess we all have a tough side... but not everyone learns to live within it, as I have.

didnt read the posts here when i posted mine just read a few now, do ya think this is some sorta lpool thingy???? my sis (middle 1) im the eldest an was never mean only in a teasing way like aaaahhhh theres a monster behind ya, but yeah the middle 1 never fails to amaze an sadden me with her behavoir/attitude, towards others and the way she is with her kids. sim to ur sis but not to that xtreme yet with her. not speakin at the mo but that hurts me i always apolagise 1st. an she knows it. but yeah if it wasnt 4 her kids an worry bout them i think sometimes i would go very far away an not have much to do with her. i reckon its just that part of ur soul or whatever u wanna call it? that kicks in every now and again to make aware karma, bonds, ect, the family tie thing. and chosen work/issues we have to deal with when we chose to come to earth. wouldnt worry unless you feel urself that these dreams need to be acted upon. love an light lisa xxx

was that ur 1st thought on remebering ur dream? about the green card??? if yes then i would be aware an watch for more dreams ect. love an light lisa xxxx

was the real life issue that sprung to mind, prob becuase some of the probs I ahve had here at work have been becuase of jealous people, very bizarre when you eventually unravel for example the reason your work schedule got changed etc, (some manager thought her boyfriend fancied you etc, this crap has happened a LOT...manager's canning me cos I didnt find them attractive,,,,very bizarre really in retrospect, I dont and cant 'play the game' including playing into peoples insecurities to make them feel better about themselves...next thing you know you are off hte schedule or something)

sister is a prob but she is so far away, unless it is some kind of karmic retribution for something...like being a nicer bloody person or something...(thats all relative y'know..)
Anyhow, dealing with greencard issue has brought bad dreams of family, and sister is one person who knows about it and frankly is malicious enough to reach that far to try to screw me up....hope she dies. oh well. Theorectically she will, before me, as she is older. We are not really supposed to put this kind of stuff in writing really, are we? can't lock me up for hoping...did I tell you how much trouble she made for me in childhood?

i guess what im saying is, and this probably isnt printable, and will get me lotsa platitudes about my atttitude, 'my sister is a fucking cow!! ' oh well, out it came!