Any input would be really appreciated - sorry its so long.

About a month ago I had an "Energy Cleansing" done on my home. Due to several events involving the reason for the move and the events following. Felt very good about it.
That evening had a dream I walked into my office (Which is in my home)and it was totally empty except for a woman sitting in a chair next to the closet. I did not recognize her she was older (60ish) woman with white wavy short hair. I got a nurturing good feeling from her. It looked like she was staring at something (I could not see) and concetrating very hard. Upon my enterance I seemed to interupt her and she looked at me and said
"Be very carefull, you are in the presance of a higher conciousness."
Just then I got a very cold feeling in the dream and an energy I could not see overtook me from the shoulders up. It was a pulsating, vibrating energy that was trying to overtake me. I was terrified in my dream my body became paralized as I fell to the floor. As I looked up at her I wondered if it was her doing this to me. The only thing I had left was my mind and i started praying god help me. Just then I awoke.

I told a friend about the dream - she said that if I ever felt scared like that again to surround my self with a white light. It would protect me. I have had dream experiences like this ever since I can remember - nothing has ever really helped.

Few nights later I had another dream. My husband and I were in vegas at a restaurant. There were 2men and 2 women at the table next to us. My husband was buying the guys drinks I went over to talk to them and on the way over I knocked a dish off the table but caught it before it hit the ground. Everyone was amazed I told them I'm a housekeeper - if I break it I pay for it (Which is true) they laughed. Same thing happened with a bowl full of butter fell and I caught it.

The guys went off and I hung out with the girls - they were very nice I liked them. We went to a hotel and the girls asked for room 215 I figured we were going to meet up with the guys. We went upstairs to the room and as soon as I enterd it I could feel death in there. The room was bare and had wooden floors. There were bloody childs hand and footprints on the floor and walls. I knew a little girl had been murdered in there. The girls I was with were almost amazed they said "Yeah this is the room where it happened." like it was some sort of tourist attraction. I told them they were freaking sick and I was getting the hell out of there.

I walk out of the room down the hallway and as I procedded the carpet and wallpaper changed to a royal design of light blue and gold like I was entering a different section of the hotel. Just then who comes walking out of a doorway and into the hall? The little girl who was murdered she was small - maybe 4 with a navy blue and white saylor dress on. She had short brown bobbed hair and she started following me. I was very scared - not so much of her but of what happened to her it was like I felt what she felt. Terrified. Just then I remembered the white light. So I surrounded myself in it. I was not scared anymore and the girl continued to follow me but it didn't bother me. Then she turned into a grey tabby cat. I picked her up she was very soft and cuddly but she reminded me of the mischevious cat in cinderella.

in the end not a negative dream but still very vivid. Any thoughts???

do you feel as though someone is trying to supress a particular part of your personality which you do not want to be supressed. maybe you feel like you make too many judgements of people and a trying to stop,well if you are then you shouldn't, this goes for any thing about you that you are trying to stop. or have you recently lost someone or something that was a big part of your life.